Thursday, December 15, 2011
My mother tells me I am too skinny =(?
Yea she does and it really hurts my feelings I don't know what to do anymore she mad even cry one day in my room like 2 weeks ago...I used to be fat I used to 194 lbs i am 5'6 btw ...but now I am down 128 and no I have no loose skin or stretch marks I worked hard for my body and too maintain through hard exersice and a healthy diet....she judges me for body she said my stomach is too flat that it is disturbing too her not attractive and that my waist is too small ...judges me for going to gym 4 days a week 2 hrs...my mom judges me for my eating habits ..my love for organic food....tells my dad that I might be anorexic and tells my family i don't eat she hurts my feelings soo much ...and it did not help when she found out I was a size 4 in jeans and that some of small tshirts are a big baggy on me..my mom is too mean too me.....people will tell her I look amazing i look beautiful my body looks amazing and my face is gorgeous she just laughs and says what body? she a twig....makes me feel like **** I AM GETTING FED UP WITH MY MOM WHY CANT SHE BE HAPPY FOR ME I DONT UNDERSTAND....and the worse part my mom is ecuadorian you know how spanish ppl are.....thick is good blah blah and honestly I doo wish I was thick i wish but that is not my body type nor my body frame when I am "thick" i end up with love handles and a gut and getting sloppy all over.and that **** aint cute....i try to explain this too my mom she just looks at me like I am talking in another language..IM SO FREAKIN MAD...SHE JUDGED ME AND BELITTLED ME WHEN I WAS FAT AND BELITTLES ME WHEN IM SOO CALLED SKINNY WHICH I AM NOT IM FREAKING SLIM I HAVE MEAT ON MY BONES WHERE IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE ..I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE WITH UGHH.....my mom makes me feel like ****...i want to cry again...i don't know what to do to make her stop ...to make her shut up I try being nice i tried being polite i tried explain it too her but my mom continues too judge me i don't need this kinda of stress...she hurts my already low self esteem...and i don't need this b.s. im freaking college trying to doo well...stupid lady....what should I do?
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